Why do I hurt Tonight? What is this pain I feel in my heart? Where is the wound? What is it's name? Does impatience rend, Or waiting cause wounds? Can questions unspoken, Or answers unheard Shoot darts of pain? Where is the weapon? What's the device, Causing my heart Such pain and distress? Where is my comfort? What's my solace? Where can I find patience, And peace while I wait?
Jesus, Lover of my soul, Upon Thee now I do call. You know just what my future holds. You know exactly Who And How and When. Help me, Lord, just now to rest In the comfort of Thy sovereign-ness. Trusting that You do know best The path down which My next steps lay. Give patience Lord, For me to wait For your guidance Each and every single day. You, O Lord, Do give peace, Comfort, Solace, And rest. A balm of healing In these wounds. And hope in waiting Such that I can Even Call it... ...Joyful Expectation!!!
Does this poem say anything to you? Does it seem real to you? These are the thoughts of my heart as I went through exactly what is written here. It was a transformation that took place in the space of an hour in my heart. It left me with a sense of wonder at how God can take a heart that aches and feels half broken and leave it aflutter with excitement at the very prospect of what was at first the source of pain.
I'm certain some of you will know exactly what it refers to. Others may guess.
Perhaps it can apply to something in your own life? Can you let Him take your pain and transform it?
Hi Caryn, I was in the process of deleting "julieannsjournal" and I suddenly remembered you after all those years. How have you been? I am still over at "xanga.com/cuemommy". Do you think I should delete JulieannsJournal" ? I really should maintain it better.
Thank you for sharing the song. I really can relate with it right now. I've been in constant pain the past year. I was in the hospital for two months recently and am just now at home and resting. I have a PIC catherer installed inside of me (long story). Hope everything is doing well for you.
I love the poem! It does remind me of very specific spritual journeys I have traveled ...
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Hi Caryn, I was in the process of deleting "julieannsjournal" and I suddenly remembered you after all those years. How have you been? I am still over at "xanga.com/cuemommy". Do you think I should delete JulieannsJournal" ? I really should maintain it better.
Thank you for sharing the song. I really can relate with it right now. I've been in constant pain the past year. I was in the hospital for two months recently and am just now at home and resting. I have a PIC catherer installed inside of me (long story). Hope everything is doing well for you.
I love the poem! It does remind me of very specific spritual journeys I have traveled ...
~whatever!